I am a multi-dementional being. I am in touch with a number of my other expressions in different realms in “real time,” yet, I live a completely normal life here on earth, though, I am keenly aware of the contrast and seeming disconnect between my very average, normal life and my experience as a semi-awake multi-dimensional being. I am aware of a lot, and I am aware that I am unaware of a lot, too. And it’s a strange experience knowing there is more: more, more of you, more of everything, yet having your senses and perceptions more or less turned off, limited, to just a small view of what actually exists. The reduction of “sight,” of “knowing,” is what allows us to focus on whatever we are to focus on - and so many of us spend so much time trying to reopen the gates of knowing, while completely ignoring the reason we were born with limited sight.
We incarnated, perhaps, to focus on red or blue, yet are so fixated on seeing the rainbow, wait… ultraviolet(!)… and beyond(!!), that we forget to really learn all we can about red or blue. And then what? We have to learn about red or blue all over again! If, as you learn all there is to learn about red or blue, you suddenly gain new insight into yellow, well, that’s fantastic! Yet, if you ignore your ‘red’ or 'blue' quest because you WANT to KNOW yellow, well… you will not know either. And, both of those variations are ok. And all the variations in-between. We, multi-dimensional beings incarnated into a focused experience, are meant to experience that focus - or not - we are exactly where we are supposed to be in every moment. If we transform and grow past the focused now, it is how is is supposed to be. If we stay in focused now and don’t move from there, it is how it is supposed to be. Nothing matters. And that's beautiful.
In truth nothing matters. At all. Because everything IS. There are no mistakes. There is no wrong path. Everything is in its perfection. Always.
I have spent so much of my human experience as ‘Nicole’ trying to be anywhere, to do anything, but the focused now. And that is exactly how is was supposed to be. And now, the focused now is where I am choosing to rest and unfold. And let my expressed ‘self’ blossom out of my focused now, whether that means evolution and change, or devolution and decay, or holding steady in the focused now - it is as it should be.
And that nothing matters and all is as it should be is the absolute seat of liberation.
Because when nothing matters, everything is possible.
When nothing matters and everything is possible, you are free.